For this Sunday, January 29th, the focus for our meditation will be on Emotion. In her 2008 book, “My Stroke of Insight,” Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor describes, as only a neuroanatomist could, her experience at age 37 when she suddenly developed a stroke in the left hemisphere of her brain. The event incapacitated her, rendering her immobile and speechless and requiring eight years of therapy for her to fully recover. Despite the catastrophic nature of the event what was particularly surprising to her was the incredible sense of blissful serenity she experienced. She found herself feeling emotionally detached from the reactions of those around her. She was not entirely devoid of Emotions – she could still sense, for instance, when her caregivers treated her with kind compassion and was likewise critically aware of when they did not. But the prior connections that would automatically engage in critical self-judgment and induce negative Emotions such as shame or embarrassment were now absent. The lesson for the rest of us is to consider how our Emotional patterns may be hindering us. Do we find ourselves holding on to hurts and slights long after the initial moment? Are we overly critical of ourselves and far too readily accept others’ judgments or care too much about what others think? Instead, let us ask this week in our prayer and meditation that we find a way to disconnect from these negative Emotional habits. Let us find a way to remove the Emotional barriers we create and reach a level of detachment that brings the peace of complete self-acceptance.
Please follow the same practice as before: Get centered in your body, ask to bring in your guides and others who are there to assist us, connect to the circle of others participating in this project, and create the brilliant star-like light over the nation. Extend blue rays from the center of this light to the nation's four borders and then connect to the grid or matrix that extends from the circle.
Ask yourself how does it feel in my body when I am free of negative Emotional patterns and feel at peace with myself? What does it feel like when I have the Emotional detachment that brings me the serenity of self-acceptance? Then send the energy and intention of that feeling to the nation.
Be sure to disconnect from the circle at the end and express thanks for those who have helped us in this effort.
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